i’m no one to question God’s plans for for me. but i do question. every single day. i know God’s placed me in saratoga for a reason. without a doubt. what i question is the path ahead. how? why? what? but then, i’ll stop and think, “how much do i trust God?” and realize that i’m being silly.
then i hear others’ testimonies, and my heart breaks. God is above all this, right?! RIGHT?! i don’t want to think that and stop trying to make a difference. i never want to stop fighting. and i won’t.